I really hate when people make me feel bad for not conforming to social politeness when I want to be alone or not be touched.

It is 2pm and I’ve pretty much decided Im not getting out of bed today for anything but necessities. It’s the first time in a few months that i didn’t need to get up at a certain time, no work, no errands to run, no one to meet and no where to go… It feels magical..

Things I do when I am sad:

- Watch Tangled on repeat.

I constantly complain about my current working/living situation: I feel stuck and confined, life becomes boring and repetitive, being inside is claustrophobic, outside there’s nowhere to go…

And suddenly, when confronted with an opportunity to get out of the rut, to jump into new experiences, I find myself frozen in place, unable to move.

Do I take the chance and put myself in a spot of opportunity and discomfort, cutting ties with everything/everyone I know, or do I wait for another, ‘at the right time’, saving the 6-12 months I have with those I love waiting for the same opportunity, which may not occur again?

… I hate making decisions

Hairdresser cut about 3-4 inches off my hair…

I feel like a man who was just castrated!

Now i hate my face, all my clothes, my body, and i want to wear a hat until it grows back :(

When i was young, my grandmother told me to try something new everyday…

So today, Im trying Pizza Shapes dipped in hommus :p

Hey guys!

Just so you know Im NOT ignoring your msgs… Ok well i kinda am, but not in a i-dont-want-to-talk-to-you way.

It’s the last week-ish of uni and I’ve been doing really well so far and I don’t want to mess myself up in the home stretch!
Im trying to lessen my distractions, which includes starting awesome convos w/ the lovely people who msg me regularly (you know who you are), & any posts you see from now have been queued. I’ve even told my boyf i can’t see him til i finish :(

Don’t think this means you CAN’T msg me (by all means, feel free :p) but it just means i won’t reply until i finish…

Wish me luck!!

Love, Lauren.

Things that get on my nerves…

When guys act possessive:

-You are NOT my boyfriend.

-I am not ‘yours’.

-I am not a tree that you pissed on to mark your territory.

-I don’t even know you and i can talk to/flirt/dance with anyone i want and if you act sooky because i wanted to talk to someone else then too bad.

-I owe you nothing.

The ONLY person i ‘belong’ to is ME.

Had an almost hour long shower and i still feel gross.

Uni work is raping my body, i expect to get horrendously ill once this is over.

… I demand pizza and/or nachos and/or burritos for dinner.

I seem to have misplaced my glasses somewhere and now i feel completely unprepared to take on the academic world :(

books? Or computer screen? You could always make the screen resolution bigger?

A little of both? It’s not that I can’t see, it’s that I need them when focusing for long periods of time (on both screens and books) otherwise I get headaches :/

Plus, nothing gets you in the mood for learning like putting glasses on!

It’s ok I’ll just keep roaming my house yelling ‘Here Glasses, Glasses, Glasses!’ and stroking their empty case until they show up…

I don’t like when people reblog gifs or quotes and then say stuff like ‘i love this show’ or ‘best movie ever!’ then don’t tag the post with the name of said show/movie.

Because then i don’t know what it is when i see something new and intriguing but at the same time i don’t want to bother you with my questions everytime there’s a new one.

So i just sit and scream at my computer instead…

WHAT IS IT’S NAME?
I DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS, BUT IT LOOKS NICE AND YOU SELFISHLY WON’T SHARE IT WITH ME!
REVEAL YOUR SECRETS!

You know you have awesome parents when they merely ask ‘did you have fun last night?’ when you wake up covered in two minute noodles.